I don't know

       I don’t know what to write. My head is empty. I’m sitting, looking at the keyboard and I’m not sure what to write. Usually I have a lot of to say but not today. My sister left, I’m not going to see her for another year or maybe even longer. Who knows. For the first time I didn’t cry. I guess I don’t have tears anymore. As you know, I cry a lot over a lot of things and I don’t have tears yet. They will probably come back because I know I will need them.